:luckyjuju:

lucky: 'l&-kE -adj. 1 : having good luck 2 : happening by chance : fortuitous 3 : producing or resulting in good by chance : favorable 4 : seeming to bring good luck as in a lucky rabbit's foot

juju: 'jü-(")jü -n. Etymology: of West African origin; akin to Hausa jùju fetish 1 : a fetish, charm, or amulet of West African peoples 2 : the magic attributed to or associated with jujus

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

hello again


I'm back from our holiday travels (and extended blog break), settling back in slowly. The holidays continue around here in the form of Christmas carols endlessly sung by a certain someone. My very favorite, and please no one correct her:

Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer / Had a very shiny nose / And if you ever saw it / You would laugh and call him names

Ha! She cracks me up, but I love it that she doesn't know she's being funny.

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I hope everyone enjoyed warm and wonderful holidays and that the new year brings us all peace, love and joy!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

it's beginning to look a lot like christmas


It's snowing in Colorado! Yay!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

woo-wooooo


Some last pictures before we get on the train tomorrow morning. Wish us luck on our adventure!

at the playground


with my girls. Lucia pushed Alma-Luisa on the swing. It was very sweet. They both loved it. We were basking in that sunlight after a very dark and dreary, rainy weekend.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

santa lucia day


On Sunday, Nonna and Nonno Jim brought Luci home from her sleepover. There was a whole lot of jingling going on!



Man, the house was quiet without her here. It was eerie.

fearless


Don't you kinda wish you could get away with wearing this outfit?

Thursday, December 10, 2009

'tis the season


Luci has strep throat. She's finally feeling better today after being on antibiotics for a day. It's been a feverish couple of days for her. I've never seen her so sick, poor baby. There were a few scary, (fever-induced) delirious moments, and it's been awful to see her in pain, but secretly, I've really enjoyed the closeness and the cuddling. She's been my own, sweet, personal hot-water bottle, keeping me warm these cold, cold days. It's all relative, of course; Karina called and said it was 5 degrees in Colorado the other day and I got really scared for our visit. You Coloradans, please see what you can do about the weather while we're there. We are soft, wussy Californians! Anyway, Luci is feeling better now, thank goodness, just in time for Pete to get a vasectomy tomorrow morning. Luci is excited to have a sleep-over at her Nonna's for two nights, while I take care of papa. He is to stay off his feet for three full days. Phew. A lot going on here. A lot of people to take care of, and all this while celebrating my birthday on Saturday, to boot. It's going to be very festive, I'm sure. Not. :) That's okay, though. I've never been one to make a big fuss about my birthday, and all I really want right now is a happy, healthy family.

Anyway, before Luci got sick we had a lot of holiday fun...On Saturday we went to our midwife Maria's house for waffles and Christmas carol singing (she and her girlfriend both play guitar and sing really well) and afterwards we went to the annual Swedish Christmas Fair for the Santa Lucia pageant. Luci loves that. Then on Sunday, we went to the Winter Faire at the SF Waldorf School. Lots of fun and singing and music and festivities everywhere we went this weekend. There is a lot of excitement here and curiosity about Santa Claus, and Can we PLEASE go visit him in the North Pole? It's been really fun to share all this with Lucia this year.

Please send our house some good healing energy. Hope you're all enjoying the season!

Monday, December 07, 2009

3-2-1...blast off!


My sweetie sweetie bee. Tomorrow, you will be 10 months old. You've taken off like a rocket baby! All of a sudden you'll eat anything I put in front of you: black beans, cauliflower, broccoli, carrots, squash and especially sweet potatoes. You love it. It's so fun and messy. You like picking things up with your little fingers.

Tonight, for the first time you signed More! It was SO exciting! It's only your third sign, but it is the most clear one you've done. I was just beside myself with excitement: kissing you and clapping and whooping and Pete said, "Well, are you going to give her more?" :) Oh yeah. So far, you sign dog and papa, and you wave hello, kind of. Also, you say "Mama" and "Papa" and the other day when we were feeding you, Pete and I were saying "carrot" and we both swear that you said it right back to us.

You now have a very strong personality all your own with clear likes - You love dancing, music, balloons, rough-housing from your sister, tickles, zerberts, getting tossed up in the air by papa, being "dropped" by papa, playing peek-a-boo, drinking out of a camelbak waterbottle, pulling off your socks and putting them in your mouth, playing with doors, eating paper if you can get your hands on it, the bottom bathroom drawer, Papa's closet (oh, so many interesting things in there), pulling hair, putting your fingers in our noses and sucking on my face - and some dislikes - napping on your own, too-tight hugs from your sister, getting dressed, being picked at (bummer).

The past few days, you have been teething like crazy. You even had a fever on Saturday and Sunday which, I think, was related to teething. You have not been sleeping well at night - waking around 1am and not wanting to go back to sleep - and therefore, neither have we. It's been rough. But, you know, these are the first rough nights I can remember with you. That's pretty amazing, I think. Thank you for that, Littles. I love co-sleeping with you (although not so much the last few nights) and I confess that when you wake up in the evening before I've come to bed, sometimes I bring you out to the couch and watch TV and nurse you back to sleep and then I can hold you while you're sleeping for a little while. It's so very sweet.

You're all over the place now with your little butt scoot; Your left foot underneath you and your right foot sticking out to the side. Papa and I are still hoping you will crawl, and we try to help you by putting you on your hands and knees and holding your feet behind you. You can totally crawl, but you just really love that crabby little side scoot. You want your feet under you! It works and you can even hold something in your hand while you move around which is cool, but you get stuck under the rug sometimes and going over bumps is not so easy.

On Friday, you stood up on your own for the first (and only) time. You were in the bathtub, so it made me a little nervous.

You're a total people person, much like your sister. You girls take after your father in more than just looks. No stranger anxiety going on here, so far. When we get on the bus, you flap your arms at people to say hello. And you smile, and show them your two teeth.

And finally, I took you to the doctor for a check-up last week: your first since you were 8 weeks old.
Here are your stats:
Weight - 20lbs 8oz, 50-75th Percentile
Height: 28 in, 50th Percentile
Head Circumference: 46cm, 90th Percentile

See, you've got your papa's head, too. :)

You're so funny and sweet. I love when you lean over and grab me and try to pull me in. Or when you're hungry and you start head-butting me in the chest. And your excitement when Papa comes home: hilarious and adorable. My sweet sweet girl, my bimbala-bim, Alma-Louie, your mama couldn't love you more. I live for your smiles and laughter. Thank you for the joy you bring to our family. It is such a miracle watching you grow up.

xoxo
mama

Sunday, December 06, 2009

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How cool is this?

oh babies


I this!



Gotta love a movie with so many goats. Thanks for the link Rebecca.

Friday, December 04, 2009

1 0 0 0


Have I mentioned we got a new computer? It's an early Christmas present for me and Pete. Today we discovered Photo Booth!

Luci is dressed a la Max from Where The Wild Things Are, except that she's a bear with a Santa Lucia crown without the candles. But the wild thing part? She's got that down.

Look at Luci's drawings these days. How far she's come! This is a picture of her as my mama, with me in her belly. It's wrinkled because she shoved it in an envelope, but I took it out to show you. :)

On the last full moon Pete looked out the window and said to Lucia "Look, the moon is full" and she said, "Oh...why? Did it eat too much?"

p.s. Guess what! This is my one thousandth post on luckyjuju. I'm not sure what to say about that....it's quite the milestone. I feel like balloons and confetti should be dropped from the ceiling. Maybe some doves released. Well, okay, not really, but I do love that I have all these moments of the past five years to look back on. The miracles, the mundane, the challenges and the joys; the evolution of my family. It's pretty fucking cool. (Excuse my french, Daddy) Thanks to all of you for coming along on this wild ride with me and for being a part of luckyjuju. I love my little corner of cyberspace and man, do I love these people I get to share my life with!

xoxo
lucky

Monday, November 30, 2009

let it be delicious - thanksgiving 2009


Tuesday, Chippy and Vinnie arrive...

Wednesday, making cranberry bread...

Thursday, Thanksgiving...


Friday, 10 mile hike in the Marin Headlands...

Let it be delicious is something that Lavinia and I heard our teacher say (in an adorable foreign accent) in the yoga class we went to on Thanksgiving morning. While being a perfect mantra for yoga and for Thanksgiving, I love it as a reminder for my whole life as well. It really is delicious (when I let it be). There is so much to be thankful for, so much love and abundance, and so much to savor and enjoy. A belated happy Thanksgiving to all of you. Thank you for being in my life.

two things about Alma-Luisa


1. She loves dogs, a lot!

video

2. She's officially mobile! Watch her go after poor Trixie with her little butt scooch.



We had one of the funnest Thanksgivings I can remember. I hope yours was wonderful too. Chippy and Vinnie were here. I'll be back soon with pictures from their visit. We had so much fun!

Monday, November 23, 2009

who needs ballet lessons?


The girl is a natural!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

the best birthday party ever!


...according to Lucia. I have to agree; it was really awesome. (I'm finally posting pictures from a couple weeks ago.) It was a ballet birthday party, held at a real dance studio with real ballerinas. Totally swoon-worthy. Ginger turned seven! Luci held her own with all those seven-year-old girls, absorbing everything they said and did like a little sponge. Ginger was so sweet with Lu, really taking care of her little cousin during the party. Luci is so excited to take ballet lessons now and for Ginger's ballet birthday party next year and the year after that and the year after that... Can't get too much of a good thing.

Happy Birthday Gigi!

these are the days


Yesterday morning with Papa; everybody snuggled up in Lulu's bed. Look at the bedhead on little Almita-Louie! Love it.

This morning Papa went to work. The girls and I played Sleeping Forest Fairy and Ballerina. I had a tutu on before I'd even had my second cup of coffee. Then we went to the farmer's market for some very drizzly shopping. It was the inaugural voyage for my new rainboots. We were singing in the rain and tap-dancing through the puddles. Laughing at clouds!

Friday, November 20, 2009

what's going on


Beer Baby
Nine months in; nine months out!
She's mobile! but not quite crawling. She's doing the sitting, one-leg-to-the-side scoot.
She's loving the all-night mama buffet.
We think she's started signing. It's kind of hard to tell. The first sign may have been "dog" and the second may have been "Papa."
She says "Mamamamamama!"
Seems like she's trying to say "Papa" too.
She's teething. Big time.
She grabs me by the hair with two fists and pulls me in for huge, wet, open-mouthed kisses. Well, they're either kisses or she's trying to nurse from my nose. One or the other.
She's super pinchy and she likes to grab eyelashes.
She loves to smile and grab at and flirt with people on the bus. She's a total charmer.
She ate a bunch of sweet potatoes tonight - her first time being really excited about food.

Lucia
She's into spelling out words, telling time on a digital clock, and playing the Memory Game.
She loves dancing ballet and playing "Farmer's Market" with an old wallet of mine and some fake money.
She does not like wearing pants. Tights or leggings only! Pants are cause for a full-on, lay-down-on-the-floor-and-scream-your-head-off temper tantrum.
The other day on the bus she pointed to some graffiti and said, "Oh mama, look!" And then, very seriously, "If Barrack Obama was on this bus, he would be very disappointed."
She is so smart and funny and sweet.

Mama
Going on school tours - The private Waldorf school which we can't afford, one public and one public charter.
Holiday travel arrangements - We're taking the train to Colorado! The California Zephyr. We're so excited.
Not exercising.
Not doing artwork - I guess I hit a wall after the big push to open the shop and now haven't had the time to make anything to put in the shop. So much has come up for me around it: I struggle with making work "to sell" which feels so different from making art "to give." I'm so much more inspired when I'm making it with someone in mind. Also, I'm conflicted about taking time away from caring for the girls in order to work. I feel guilty that I'm not putting my attention on them (especially if the work is not going well and then it all seems so pointless) and then on the other hand, if I'm really in the flow, I feel resentful of them for taking me away from it. It's not a fun cycle. There's more there, of course, about all this, but that's all I want to say about it for now. I'm trying to give myself a break from expectations, at least through the holidays. This is such a crazy time of year, so much to do, so many fun events....Chippy and Vinnie are coming next week, Thanksgiving, Waldorf Winter Fair, Swedish Christmas Fair. Less is more. I want to try to keep things simple so I can enjoy it.
Went shopping in my closet yesterday. Two things about that: I'm happy to be fitting back into some things that haven't fit in a long time, and I'm wondering exactly how many black sweaters a girl really needs.
Thinking about holiday cards. Trying to get that just-right, magical shot of two squirmy little girls. Not easy, I tell ya.

Papa
Finally finally finally, things are slowing down at work. The girls and I are thrilled to have him home more often.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

today's new skills


Blowing spit bubbles and playing the kazoo. Go Beer Baby go!



She's brilliant. :)